Thursday, July 10, 2003

do you ever have one of those days where your mind is moving in roughly 10 million directions and you can't seem to get a handle on any of it?
one of those days.

been doing a lot of thinking lately. could be from the fact that i know have a rather empty house. which is odd. i have more crap than i care to think about, yet the house seems strangely empty. i guess i knew all along that the roomie's stuff was hers. no question there. it just seems like it was more a home with all of our stuff all over. i know, i know, rather cheesy, smarmy comment. but that is life on occasion. so now i am in a position where i am trying to make it home again and still look for a roommate. of course, when new roomie moves in, the whole "home" concept gets re-arranged all over again.
vicious circle.

so back to my recent bought of pensive-ness.
work has been kicking my butt. late nights, lots to do. however, my boss and i might just kill each other. actually he is not technically my boss. which is a good thing, as my rather short irish temper seems to kick into over drive whenever we have the slightest disagreement. but i get the feeling that i am picking up a lot of his slack in addition to my own. hoping things will calm down on monday after we get this major project done.
i for one will be much happier.

but work is not really what i have been thinking about, short of finding a new job in a bigger city. constant effort on my part. just hard to convince people to move you half way across the country. i will get there.

no, just kinda trying to figure out where i want to be (more spiritually/emotionally etc) with my life. first thing that i need to do is work on the physical.
gack.
but i have to do something. that much i know. looking into a yoga program.

on the upside, have some fun planned before too long. going to sturgis this year (again) for some fun with motorcycles. we are actaully looking into creating our own line of gear. specifically for the chick on the back.
you can check it out at www.seatcandy.com
so that is coming up. as long as the weather holds out, we will have a great time.
and i am planning a trip to chicago for a few days. always manage some good clean fun in the windy city...right.
and will be back in DC sometime this fall (sept/oct)
so, now that everyone has my itenirary..on with the rants.

blah
blork
gack
ick
pphshsspt

i think i should go home. except it is 3 pm...would have to sneak out WAY under the radar. not sure how to make that happen.
i will keep you posted.
i should go. in theory they pay me to work, not blog.

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