Monday, May 24, 2004

either pigs were flying and i missed it, or hell has in fact, frozen over

Nate's engaged.

Just typing that is REALLY weird.
i mean this was the guy that swore off kids, marriage the whole nine yards.
And just last week... LAST WEEK. was telling me he was looking for rings.
so, somewhere between looking last week, we have moved on to buying and proposing.

holy crap.

don't get me wrong, this is a GREAT guy. i love him dearly. it just seems a little odd.
ok. a lot odd.

what else?
the eharmony thing is moving along. no clear leaders yet... still weeding all of them out.
but i get the feeling my friends are not taking this seriously.
1. they want me to buy a tazer (sp?) and carry it with me and
2. they all just want to know when the first date is.

ok - a tazer? gimmie a freakin' break. just because i meet guys this way does not make them looney. i will know more about these guys before i go out with them than 99% of people who meet at a bar and end up having sex....

This is more than just going out on a date. i don't think they get it. this was/is a HUGE step for me, and i get the feeling that they don't view it this way.

kinda sucks when you are putting yourself out there and not getting all the support you think you should.

and did i mention that olson got engaged??
holy shit.
i mean, really.
we are having drinks tonight and he is going to give me the low down.


oh - and the fast started yesterday. i think it will be more of a liquid diet with one meal a day... at least for the first few days. Taking a little getting used to. either that, or i have less self control than i thought.

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