So-
This is my first time for one of these. Seems rather strange that I can ramble on and on, personal information, opinion, anything trapped in my brain and it is instantly avaiblable for anyone to see and pass judgement on.
Ah, this instant world we live in. Just add water and VIOLA! Anything your immediate gratification self could want/need.
But here I am anyway. Ranting aside.

So couple of things about this red head.
-to start with i am a horrible speller. seems ironic that i made it through 4 years of higher education pursuing a degree in english and history. i live for spell check.
that said, i will not be checking my rants here. i view this whole process as a rather stream of consciousness sort of thing. and i can assure you, in my brain, the spelling is right.
-the particulars about me: single, female, live in the midwest in a city that is really a large town, late 20's. that should paint enough of a picture for right now.
-i think for me this whole blogging thing will be rather theraputic. i haven't kept a journal or a diary in eons, but i often find myself needing to get things out of my brain and onto paper - real or virtual. and these days, it seems, my brain is chock full of crap that needs to be let out.
I will close with this today. do you ever feel like the life you are living is not your own? right now, i swear, i am somebody in the audience watching this all play out and not having any control over the outcome. (side note: i tend to exaggerate and am rather prone to the drama on occasion)
i suppose i should just chock it up to the rollercoaster called "this is your life" and accept that the next hill won't be as steep.
here's hoping.